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Okay. Living my new life is a lil bit messy. I don't know how and why is this happen, but my new life is absolutely not me. I always feel many things fail.. and all of those failures always come from me. Yes, that is actually what i think.

I can only think and interogate my self. What did i do? Oh gosh, I wanna dissappear from this earth, eventhough just for a while... Leaving the things turning crazy and messy. And please bring me back when everything become normal.

I wanna leave all of the problems of my heart and please God bring me back when nobody remember what they knew about me.

I know those are impossible. And you have to know that's my dream! :'(